i am downloading G-Dragon's new single it is the shizz so far ^^

i am doing a ton of laundry since i finally clean out my closet and sorted through the clothes i did and didnt want

i saw ponyo the other day and it was so cute *girly scream* its similar to the little mermaid , so i will totally be buying it when it comes out on dvd

i have to take a writing test at motlow tomorrow and i must say i am not at all excited but i am a bit over confident im afraid but i hope i am okay with this test and i score i good grade so that way i dont have to take that stupid class

anyways on to more interesting news...amy aka jihi_chan (her lj name before she deleted it) is coming to sleepover tomorrow and i must say i am semi not looking forward to it just because we do argue quite a bit about things like her being spoiled when she thinks she is sooooo independent. and her religious views contradict themselves ect.

also my dad entered a bbq cooking competition and he won 1st place in bbq pork ribs , 6th in bbq chicken, and 3rd overall ... he wont $150 dollars and a plaque and his picture in the paper

i actually slept over at his house , and keith did too. it wasnt so bad and we rented movies

keith and i got into s fight yesterday and i really dont want to talk about it but to put it short he said i lost my privilege of him helping me pay for OUR dogs dog food that costs 40 bucks a bag (she needs a special bag or she will get sick) and i usually pay for it all but i sometimes ask him to help and i did but he was being a prick so i got mad and he said i lost my privilege of him helping me pay for emilys food ... urgh i dont want to talk about it

mom gave me 3 days of work a week which is what i wanted!!!!!! so ....yay!!!! so i will go to school for 2 days if i pass this test , but if not i go for 3 days and i work 3 days ... right now im taking 5 classes but if i pass this test ill only take 4 just cuz i dont feel like going to school on tuesday and thursday just for one class

also i am reading evermore and it is soooo addicting it is amazing!!!!!

well thats all for the super update of doom ........i;ll let you know about the test and the whole amy thing

today keith is taking me ...well im paying so i guess im taking him, but....we are off to see ponyo!!!!

its only 100 min. , dang i was hoping it would be longer

well i am going to dress up all cute and what not in my pretty red and white plaid dress. i am also going to wear my hair down lol i will post pics of us at the theater later on tonight!!!

be ready for my post!!!!

Ask me my Top Five [Whatevers]. Any top fives. Doesn't matter what, really! And I will answer them all in a new post. Probably with pictures if possible.


Ask me more than one set and it will make me supa dupa happy to the max ...yo! lol

well off to clean ... if enough ppl comment before i make my "good" post later then i'll post it then!!!!!

she picked my 5 random words which are:


bear: when i hear this word i think of the movie brother bear or bear hugs which make me think of keith , he is such a big teddy bear lol it also makes me think of how people kill them and i hate hate hate stuff like that, esp. if they don't even eat it and only do it for the fur

desk: basically were i will be spending the rest of my life , firstly school, then as a teacher I'm sure. i hate sitting at desks the chairs always make my back hurt

stars: family. plain and simple. the women in my family on my mothers side all have a cluster of stars on there wrist each one the color of their children s birthstone as well as nieces and nephews birthstones. i too will get this tattoo in about a month to remind me that family will always be apart of you no matter what you get you will never make that fact disappear

crackers: at first i think of animal crackers and cracker jacks , but then i think of all the white jokes (im white just so ya'll know , i we never mean these jokes to be harmful) cuz we are crackers

okay so before i rant on anything else , i have a meeting with my college tomorrow to plan classes and mom has to work so i wanted to bring my aunt , i asked her and she said she would but then i told mom and she said no, its not okay. bluntly. then she goes i'll see if alice can watch the theater so i can go with you. (i think she may be a bit jealous of me liking my aunt)

i do not want mom to go with me.

i want my aunt to.

gay. im kinda mad now


okay so rae came over thins weekend and we had mexican food twice lol and sushi once. the sushi was super yummy to the max. i had crunchy shrimp and then grill beef. sooooo good !!!!

went to church today and then took my little cousins to the park and then ate mexican (this would be time number 2 for the weekend) with raes fam. and went shopping with them as well

after that i went to see if my other little cousins wanted to go to game night at church and then we hopped in my truck and went to game night , played taboo and some scrabble type game on the game system. then went to drop them off and had the whole will you take me to college? thing and then came home just to hear mom say no. whats the big freaking deal? why cant she take me? mom wasnt going to. now if i tell mom i will go alone then she will think i DONT wanna go with her , i mean i dont but still....grrrrrrrr!

oh and to anyone who cares....i have become jasmines petite souer!!!!!

i am so excited to be apart of her new family!!!!!!!


any who im kinda cheesed off right now so im going to try and thing of good things that have come from this ....none of which come to mind right now T______________T

also i hope mom gives me that 400 dollars for books!!!!!!!!

also god spoke to me in church and it was amazing , i had a great day besides the whole college thing

i have tons of things to post about ...sorry for the mini hiatus


i will try my best to write a proper post tonight


look forward to it!!!!!!!!!!

im afraid that i have been a bit of a lazy girl and decided to not post for 6 days!!!!!

i have had some things in mind to post about but of course by the time i have gotten around to posting them , they have all fled from my brain.

but , as for recent matters, i went to holiday world/splashin' safari yesterday and it was okay, i liked the roller coasters and water rides but idk i just didnt have as much fun as i did two years ago. i got burnt on my shoulders and scalp. :( it was not really hurting too bad until tommy put a hot apple pie from mcdonalds on it!!!!! i started to cry right in the restaurant and he didnt even get in trouble , i got in trouble for trying to hit him for doing it. all mom said was " say your sorry, it hurt her"

should have gone to the ice skating place

today keith woke me up :)

he put aloe vera on my sunburn and then later that evening i went to barnes and noble and did this:



i sat outside and read about 3 chapters of my book while eating my subway and drinking my frappechino lite. it was so warm and felt so good outside , but i paid for my coffee with change and the lady laughed a little at me she was like, "you have a lot of change!"

then i came home and made a homemade eye mask to help me sleep. i will share it with you ladies cuz most of you will probably appreciate it lol

instructions:

get an old sock or one without a match (i took a sock that didnt have a match but was pretty and had pictures and stuff on it)

turn it inside out (if you get a sock that is a pretty one and has designs) and put about 1 1/2 cups of jasmine rice in it or until you think you have enough , it should be half full -also, do not use an ankle sock

when you fill it enough take a ponytail holder and tie it above where the rice is but not too close, so you can stretch it out a bit later

then filp the top part over the bottom part ( if you had a pretty sock then you should be about to see the design now) and pull it down until it covers the bottom part most of the way , if your sock seems too short and fat , then simply pull the hair tie up toward the top of the sock a little more.

finally put it in the freezer for a couple of hours or if you have headaches, knots, or sinus problems pop it in the microwave for 15 seconds

( pictures of final product and an in between shot )

hola flist~~

sorry for the lame not posting thing ... idk any excuses except i just didnt have anything of interest to post about

i paid the app. fee for motlow and i took the orientation online and now im waiting on the stupid email about my advisor meeting

school stuff blows. i mean dont get me wrong , im excited about college, but this paperwork crap and all of these fees are straight up gay!!!!

rae~ come over and spend the night before school starts and we can also celebrate my bday then if you want to!!!!!

i wish lol

i have to spend the remainder of the weekend filling out freaking thank you cards for graduation ...grrrr!!!! i think i need to fill out about 50 or so ......maybe more

that also blows

i feel like im broke , but maybe im not ... i have a little over 400 in my account and mom owes me 400 from my grad money but i need that for books for school

am i broke? i mean for a kid? i feel like it

mom is making me pay for my gas now ..... hate hate hate !!!!!!

keith and i have gotten a lot closer this week ... email for details

see ya later flist , comments are super love today

hello my flist!!!!!!

i am finally back from camp, i got back on friday and it was not so bad , actually i was inspired to be as great a christian as i possibly can!!!! i want to be a light in the darkness for god!!!!!!

camp was overall good here are some funny things that happened / was said by small kids:

1. funny convo with random little girl
*she sits next to me* "hi, whats your name?"
me- " kelsey......so are you having fun at camp"
her- *nods*
me - "are you ready to go home?"
her- "yeah i guess"
me- "is your mom going to pick you up?"
her- "MY MOMS IN JAIL!"
me- "oh...what about your grandma or someone?"
her-" my me-maw cant pick me up...she only has one leg....she cant even drive....duh!"
me-*busting out laughing*

2. seth finally realizes on the last day of camp that the black light puppets are puppets lol (it is very obvious that they are lol he is just a big dork)

3. adam was crying because during bake a cake ( a big food fight using all the stuff you use to bake a cake) during the fight while he was trying to throw his stuff at the other kids/ counselors they ran away (duh, your supposed to chase them) and he was crying to my pastor , who was video taping it, and tim got frustrated cuz adam was freaking out about kids bumping into him and running away so the cake fight video has tim yelling at adam lol

4. we convinced all the little girls in our dorm that kristee ( another leader) was really a hobo lol me and her were making so many inside jokes and were laughing so hard we cried and the kids didnt really get the jokes but then one of my little campers got in on the joke (it started by one girl asking if kristee was my mom and i said i didnt even know that hobo, so kelsey(camper , not me ) came over and said that she was her hobo daughter) lol it was so funny and it ended with the hobo handshake (you make your hand do the star trek thing-live long and prosper- but we say hobo power and shake hands while our fingers are still like that lol

lol camp was funny

after i got back from camp i hung out with keith and then went to sleepover at raes and left my awesome green and purple pens and silly string and flashlight ....and bubbles lol

it was fun at her party but oly me and misha got her a present..T__________T gaaaaaay!!!!!!!


then i went to church this morning , got gas from the store, took emily to dog training class (only one more to go!!!) , and then rearranged my messing room ......i got ride of the twin bed and put my full size bed there and put my brand new desk (im sitting here now!!!!) where my full sized bad used to be ....i just got done with it and im not all of the way done with cleaning but it looks okay for now

so how was everyone while i was MIA


jaz did you like your grits?????

loves flist!!!!!!

mom is forceing me to go and council small kids at a church camp so imm be gone for about a week , i leave around 9 a.m. tomorrow ...well technically today sorry for not being too elaborate but keith is over and i cant be on too long ...i did the memes the other day so yall can have something to read lol email me tons for when i get back ^^


i will miss you my flist!!!!

also......
even if it is one day early , i will bring you your gift this weekend , sorry i cant come over ... again blame big momma
( memes )

we have a yummy chicken breast slices and spinach wrap held together with my awesome little elephant picks ^______^( and a close up of the bottom tier and what is inside that cute little cup???  )

( bento-rama-llama!!!! )



so i got my bento stuff in the mail and i took the pics so check the cut...CHECK IT NOW!!!!! i love it sooooo much , i mean i wanted some different stuff originally but they were sold out so , eh? what can you do????


there was only one thing that i could not mention and that would be part of miss. rae's birthday present!!!!!! if you want to know what it is -except if your rae- just ask and ill send you a pic. i really think she will like it, its not much but she knows im short on the moo-la at the moment but i think she will like it cuz im awesome at knowing what she likes!!!!!!!


so to my carabellas- how are both of you? i feel like we havent talked in ages we seriously need to schedule a chat on skype again maybe tomorrow, well technically today?


im watching bend it like beckam...AGAIN!!! its such a pimp film , indie and awesome


it makes me want to talk with a british accent and say "laters" and "isnt it?" only they say " int it?" and "late-ah-s" lol i love it!!!!


me and mom talked about beckam today and she was sooo funny and i quote " he is so f***ing hot!!! i would eat him up!" lol mom makes me giggle ...i told her he was married to posh and she cant have him ... she sighs and goes " yeah, i know" lol XD


my room is pretty tidy , more so than usual yay!!!!!



on sunday me and keith have a date , i cant wait ... ithink im going to surprise him by paying for everything, because he does pay for me 99% of the time. i think we are going out to eat for mexican , unless he still wants to go to longhorn .. urgh i hope not , i really cant afford that right now



mom and i are going to motlow community college on monday but i really want to go today.....maybe we can because i need to get my paperwork done so i can register for classes , or whatevers left anyways cuz the registration for classes started may first im soing to get stuck with the crap classes that no one wants T________T im so lazy


also need to buy thank you cards


oh and i finally found my wallet!!!! it was in my red bag from when me and keith went walking on saturday or something idk when but its been over a week that i had been without my wallet and i just found it thank god!!!! that was one reason i wasnt able to mail the big packages i have for oneesama and jazzy i think it may weigh a couple of pounds or so ...im not too sure what that would cost to ship over seas



also those "flat-rate boxes" are such a joke , you can only send them to certain places that is super gay!!!! only to other places in america ...stupid box


well im off to bed cuz its like , ummm 2 am


loves loves

you're the ____ to my ____


just a random meme i stole from rae , you can eith post a comment here or go to the thread i dont care either way


have fun

here it is!!!!!! my receipt from the post office, i could only send jazzy's today , as you can see from the Australia written on it lol sorry it is backwards , i took the picture with my webcam

but back to the crazzzzy post office , i went to the one in town today and everyone and there momma was there so i waited in line for 40 minutes and i wasnt sure how much it would cost so i didnt snag an envelope for oneesamas letter,anyways i had to go to work and this made me late.....so i will mail it tomorrow for sure :)

thats all i have for now, mom is making me get up early tomorrow cuz its good for you or some crap idk


loves

swiped this art therapy from jazzy
Close your eyes, you are in your living room....

There is a knock on the door...

You open the door but do not see anyone. You look down and there is a parcel with your name on it.

You pick it up and take it inside.

What are you doing?

Now open your eyes and make visible your experience, in any way that you like

Get drawing!




sorry for the picture quality i took the picture with my webcam and my room isnt very bright so the lighting is bad but i drew the box empty with the ribbon torn off and to the side (were i had taken the gift out) is a two teir bento , chopsticks , and a japanese wind-chime. all of which i am actually expecting to arrive soon , so i suppose thats why they came to mind lol

i really like this art therapy , jazzy i really want to now the site/ book you get this from

the whole no drinking soda thing is going fine , its only hard while im at work sine there is soooo much coke everywhere

mom is making me lose 25 lbs before i can get on birth control (for my irregularity ) she also wants me to have a full exam by the doctor to see if my being over-weight has caused any health problems ...i wonder if it has or not ?

got a letter from jazzy today, it had some super cute buttons in it and some papers???? not sure what they are for but they are cute too, as well as some dolphin stickers

i went to the hobby lobby today and was looking for stationary but found some really cute smaller than normal scrapbook pages and i picked out about 11 or 12 for 3 dollars (cheap!!!! 29 cents each) and i am going to use them as stationary , i will put a smaller piece of paper in the middle of it and it is sooo cute , but i cant bring myself to fold it so i am just going to send it in a bigger envelope along with some handmade things for jazzy :) i am waking up early to mail it, i have to buy envelopes and stamps and such. to prove that i mail it , i shall take a picture of me at the post office and post it tomorrow lol

im sending a letter to oneesama tomorrow too, i have old letters but i think they are irrelevant now so i wont send them (for jaz and maurissa)

but i DO have some cute little gifts ...from your christmas things i got forever ago that i just got from the store !!!

hope everyone is doing okay and feels great!!!!


comments = loves

i am out with kieth at the moment and i will be on later this evening probably around 1 am or so , so contact me on yahoo or skype at that time

sorry

okay sorry for the lack of effort in posting lately im a bum about it every now and again

anyways so tonight keith took me to a wonderful, romantic italian restaurant called carrabas italian grille. where we had freshly baked bread, calamari appetizers, and my entree was called "the johnny" which included the pollo byran (grilled chicken topped with goat cheese and peppers), the sirloin marsala with sauteed mushrooms and marsala wine sauce, and the mezziloni ravioli (chicken and ricotta cheese ravioli topped with tomato cream sauce) and garlic mashed potatoes. that seems like a lot but it was a sort of ampler thing and the calamari and bread was shared with keith...also, i ate all of the garlic potatoes but only about 3 bites of the pollo bryan and 3 bites of the sirloin...i was sooo full i couldnt even try the ravioli. so i will be eating good tomorrow (yay takeout!!!)


i should make a bento, i have the rest of the chicken, steak and ravioli, and keiths garlic mashed potatoes , he got two sides of it and only ate one scoop of them lol more for me :), yay bento!!!!!

speaking of bento i ordered tons of stuff from ichiban kan i eanted one of the new pink or blue ones but they were all out :( dang it bobby!!!!!!

we went to look for keith an apartment today , eh not great luck...too pricey!!! also, we went out for breakfast , my treat lol i love spoiling him but he spoils me too

speaking of which.....

keith also bought me a new bra, it is sooo cute ,and i like letting him pick something like that out , even if the only time he will see it is on a hanger , he thinks it is cool i guess, lol

he is in the next room sleeping. he went about 33 hours without sleeping just so he could spend the day with me awwwwwww, he isnt working until tuesday because of the holiday this saturday ...the 4th of july!!!!!! , which on that day i shall be working....bummer no fireworks for me.


well also my swap with my sister maurissa is officially up, i really really wish that it wasnt , i liked things the way they were :( oh well life will go on i suppose lol

oh, and i big hello to my newest friend on lj satsukick welcome and i hope we become great friends!!!!!

thats all for today because it is really late , loves flist

And this from sweetthumbelina ♥

Instructions: Respond and rework; answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your invention & add one more question of your own.



What is your current obsession?
hmmmmm....dbsk

What’s for lunch?
I had a birthday party thing at my grandpas place and we had bbq porkchops and chicken , spinach dip with bread, chocolate caramel fudge cheesecake, and potato salad

What’s the last thing you bought?
hmmm..... pants for work

What are you listening to right now?
the hum of the air conditioner

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
osaka, japan...or shiges house lol

Which language do you want to learn?
japanese and french

What do you love most about where you currently live?
its a small southern town smack dab in the middle of the bible belt ...you can leave you house unlocked and your kids at home. i love the safety

What is your favorite color?
Pink! ♥ ♥ ♥

What is your favorite piece of clothing in your own wardrobe?
like every girl i believe that would be my perfect fitting jeans

Describe your personal style?
girly at times ...boyish at others but i am mostly girly

If you had $300 now, what would you spend it on?
books for school and pleasure ♥

What are you going to do after this?
maybe go to bed

What are your favorite films?
totoro, spirited away, baby and me, transformers, Tuck Everlasting

Your favorite smell?
fantasy by brittany spears ....and for just plain smells ...freshly dried clothes / dryer sheets

Do you collect anything?
Books, japanese stuff, art, hot guys from asian.... lol i mean there cds...cds

What makes you follow a blog?
If they are a friend, entertaining, or interesting.

Do you like to comment on blogs or just lurk?
I do both.

What’s one thing you dream of doing?
Moving out and getting married

What is your biggest regret?
I don't have one!

What is your favorite thing to do on a rainy day?
Read, snuggle with my boyfriend, watch movies and eat chocolate cheesecake or ice cream , nap

Do you have a tattoo?
not yet , i am getting one in september on my 18th b-day of a purple star on my wrist

If you could be anyone who would it be?
um...shiges lady friend

What are you wearing?
blue and pink monkey pj bottoms and a white tank top/ wife beater ...whatever you call it

What is the single most defining moment of your life thus far?
I really couldn't say...maybe graduating

What do you feel is your greatest skill?
being able to work in loud environments ...and i suppose my art is a skill

What is your favorite vacation spot?
The mountains

What one country have you always wanted to visit?
japan

Where would you like to go to college?
i got accepted to lots of different school , public , private, community ones too .... but in the end im taking the cheap route and going community since it will be free (scholarships) i , like maurissa, just want to get it over with so i can teach pre-k or kindergarten

If you could be any animal, what would you be?
A snow tiger

sorry to my carabellas and the rest of my flist but i have been hanging with rae for the past few days and we havent done too much


we went to walk on the greenway (a big walking/biking trail that is 26 miles log)we only walked 5.5 miles and we went to the mall and i worked some and we watched transformers and we went to the asian market and i got rice snacks and mung bean cakes yummy yum!!!!!!

they are healthy and filing ^__________^

so i have noticed my flist is basically down to three ppl and its saddening me :(


I NEED A FEW MORE FRIENDS ON HERE lol

so i was kinda bored at raes house .. all we did was sit there ...no joke. i actually sat and watched her (hoping the creepy stare would get her attention) well i sat there for an hour and a half ....not one glance

anyways im home and keith is sleeping over since he couldnt the other night... he is downstairs on the couch sleeping and he even asked me to stay with him , but as sweet as he is ... i just cant go sleep down there with him... not really sure if i would get into trouble or not but still.....no.

we watched my sisters keeper tonight ... it is soooooo sad .....good, but sad.

so i was super sleepy and now im just...not

tomorrow i have to go to see my step-dads family cuz it is his dads birthday ...which is good because then i can see my basically almost cousin Mackenzie she is sweet and i like talking to her but she works at waffle house and her work is busy a lot so she is never home ... but tomorrow she will be until about 2 pm woo-hoo

well jazzy i hope that things have calmed down a bit and that you, oneesama, have a great week!!!!

and my petite i hope that things are still all and well with aaron and work and things of that nature. i wish a happy week for you as well!!!!

happy week to my f-list!!!!!!